sometimes when u least expect it, things happen. people say things you do not and never expect them to. situations that seem at ur disadvantage suddenly takes a turn for the better.

at least, thats what i feel have been happening all around me.

its still too early to predict whether its gonna be a good or bad year. i believe nobody wants a bad year. and i want it to be good, excellent, superb. afterall, i'm turning 21, many of us are!

sorry, that thought excites me.

sihui-28th dec- couldn't go coz of op
mel tong-7th jan- gone and proven fun!
sok ser-22nd jan- invitation in
darling-22nd jan too- no party, but she's my darling...haha...something has gotta be done isn't it?
annabelle-1st march- no party too...but dinner and pressie not to be forgotten
janice-1st march too- dunno wat are her plans. but JAN! I DEMAND TO BE INVITED! hee
xiao hui-4th march- never heard anything bout her plans...
*up till march, i already forsee that i might declare bankrupt
liqing-4th may- chalet! whee! tentatively right qing? but most probably too isn't it?
kit-19th june- this girl most probably chiong her night away and holds her party at some club. haha
ME ME ME!!!!-3rd july- hiak hiak...dunno wat to do...think i'll hold a chalet too. could combine with liya and kiam hong too! and i want my strawberry shortcake from baker's inn!!!!
flynn-sorry i forgot ur exact date. i noe its sometime early sept. hehe...
june-27th nov- nutting heard yet. anyway she just celebrated her 20th bday not long ago! hehe

alrights alrights...those are just the MERE few people whose birthday i remember. i'm sure there's gonna be lots others.

for those who dunno, i rebonded my hair last thurs.(i chose to use the word rebonding instead of extendso because no one noes wat extendso is. and i'm tired of repeating myself. so yea, i did rebonding k?) Did it at The Scene at wisma. they called it the smoothing striaght. wow, my hair feels so good now.

BUT...BUT...BUT...

it isn't straight enough. okies dun get me wrong, i'm not a freak who wants 200% striaght hair that sticks to ur face. at least reasonable straightness with no visible "dents" here and there. and for my hair, there's this major problem. i'm not satisfied with it, and taking into consideration the amount i paid(220!), this is simply NOT ACCEPTABLE!

i was contemplating between calling them and going down personally. i had the initial impression that calling would be useless as they wouldn't entertain me, and redoing for me means incurring costs on their side. i'm like a bad debt they can't wait to get rid of, and provisions for redoing my hair is not like zero.

i was afraid i wouldn't be strong enough to argue with them, so i called kit along. she is miss huo-la-la amongst us, and definitely strong enough to win any arguements with the mentality that customers are ALWAYS RIGHT. besides, it is just not logical for me to pay them again for a job they failed to do so properly. and more so when i told my stylist my hair ain't straight enough but she insisted its the colour of my hair.

i walked towards the salon this morning with mixed feelings.

instead of denying responsibility and refusal to redo my hair, the staff were actually very friendly and nice towards me. michael, the director of the scene, actually took time to explain to me that since my stylist is not working today, no one could do my hair coz only my stylist noes best wat kinda chemicals shd be used on my hair. and another stylist, whom i forgotten to ask for his name, but he was too very very nice and civil to me. it made the whole experience less taunting, and made all my fears uncalled for. in fact, they allocated me a 11.30am slot to redo my hair tml at no cost.

the only thing that i'm disappointed is, there's no one to accompany me tml! haha...ntu students already started their lessons, nus starting tml...and jan isn't free...i really think, its gonna be 3 hours of loneliness tml. but its okie...for the sake of looking pretty, i shall endure!

its been raining for almost 24hours. i'm loving the coolness, not the wetness. and somehow, the raindrops always seem to calm me down, makes me think more logically and slowly, and not let my thoughts run wild. the water element puts out the flame and fire in me. i'm a much nicer person when the sky is pouring. haha...

when i had a quarrel with boey a couple of days ago, i was upset at the complications it could bring. i was upset that i might have jeopardised our friendship. i was upset as i though myboy might have took his cousin's side and think of me as being unreasonable.

when u are feeling confused, and hurt and sad, no thoughts would ever be rational. you only think of the worst and wats the worst possible outcomes.

it was when he talked to me bout the whole situation and analyse how childish we were, and how he sort of insisted i talked to boey, that indirectly solved our conflict.

thankew darling for that. things wouldn't be the same without you.

and thank god for the strong love we have for each other.

i may have said "i love you" hundreds of times, but each time i say it, i feel it, and i meant it with every beat of my heart.

once again dear, i love you and i'm in love with you. :)