The very last day...

its 2.15am now. wat's left of 2005 is 22 hours, and memories.

hmm...this is very true of a cancerian, i personally feel so...

here is wat i got from the webbie:
If a person with Cancer horoscope has an interest in you, they will drop subtle clues. Don't expect them to be forward, as they don't know how to be. Since Cancerians have a tendency to be old-fashion in beliefs, the perfect date would be tickets to the theater, a romantic restaurant, or a cultural event. As Cancer Sign tend to be romantic day dreamers, and reflect in the past, bring up some old stories so that they can relate some of theirs. Show an interest to this sentimentalist when they bring out their collections or old pictures.

People with Cancer horoscope thrive on admiration and praise. Let them know how much you admire them. Compliments will get you everywhere. Ask their opinion, and be sure to be sincere about hearing their response. Keep in mind that a people with Cancer horoscope hates rejection and is extremely cautious about making any commitment. They will try to avoid giving an answer, and whatever you do, don't try to rush them into one. Usually if the answer is no, they will go to all lengths to avoid the subject.

A Cancerian has an excellent memory and a jealous nature. Because they can recall situations in their past very easily, it would be a tremendous mistake to ever be insincere to this person. To them betrayal is devastating, and it will take a very long time for them to forgive, and to top it off, they may never forget. Once emotionally wounded, there will always be a void in the relationship. Emotional and financial security is of the utmost importance in this relationship. They don't like frivolous spending, since it means a loss of control and security.

If you can give an enormous amount of attention and constant reassurance, you have found the perfect mate. In return you will find people with Cancer horoscope to be affectionate, romantic, sympathetic, imaginative, and quite seductive. (ignore this point lah!)

Although they tend to want your complete devotion, if they are in love, Cancerians will cherish and protect their partner always.

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here is what i feel and observed bout us cancerians:
i feel that a cancerian has trouble expressing herself. (lets just use females as the lead here) when she's happy, she smiles happily. when she isn't, she still tries to smile and pretend it doesn't affect her. she is too prideful to be truthful, none of ego problem. just her pride hindering her.

even in front of her closest friends, she doesn't reveal her true self. it takes an observant 3rd party, or lets say good-and-concerned friend to slowly discover her traits and her good side. lets not talk bout flaws, any girlfriend of hers would be able to name afew off hand.

ao when u feel a cancerian is keeping something to themselves, you are prolly right. and most of the time, its something which affects them so greatly, they feel shy to be openly discussing it or talking bout it. AND, it prolly concerns you or persons related to you. they would find it easy to talk to a complete stranger to their situation, because they get more comforting advice based on their side of the story. they rarely like to hear they are in the wrong, or rather admit so.

hard case to crack, you may never crack open a cancerian completely.

love...when a cancerian falls, she falls hard and sees only the one she loves in her eyes. she blocks out all others and concentrate on loving that particular person wholeheartedly. if you ever find ur cancerian partner straying, it would mean that you have not done enough to keep them by ur side. i'm noy saying its right for them to stray, but it would have meant that lots of hesitation and chances are given to their partners, before they decide its time to let go.

they rarely give up, no matter how much hurt they had been subjected to. this is the case of them really loving that particular person. but when they do, ex-partners may find it hard to penetrate into their hearts once again. they are soft-hearted, only to the extend when they feel there's still hope in the relationship and its a pity to give up now. when disappointed completely, there's no turning back. the shattered heart would recover slowly, but the chance to heal it is defintely not the one who broke their rather fragile heart.

they would blindly believe in things their partners tell them. so promises shouldn't be made to them, unless u are serious and confident of fulfilling them. never ever try to forget what you promised them too. because they would never prompt you, but wallow in their own disappointment instead.

they tend to remember what you said too. do not overjoke, or say things u know u would regret later on and wished u had never said. they may smile and receive those words, but indirectly, u stabbed their hearts with ur words. they would only break down when they could take it no more, then u would realise how much you have hurt them.

saying sorry is the easy way out. they would soon get over with it, but they would never forget. a cancerian never forgets, bear that in mind.

they are a bunch of over-sensitive freaks. don't ever let them start getting suspicious of you, because its going to live in them permanently. you may think she doesn't trust you. but it's not really so. its her insecurity which leads her to react in that manner. reassurance works well, but u gotta be patient in doing so. you need to take the initiative to explain urself to them. letting them find out from situations and from others isn't exactly pleasing to their hearts. unless they could take it no more, they wouldn't probe. so many may think they dun care, they are actually giving their partners the benefit of the doubt. and partners, if u are dumb enough not to clarify matters, they would simple ASSUME you are guilty of it. they may drfit apart from you, worst senario? they would just try to leave before they get hurt any further.

jealousy is a major tripping stone. just like ladies could never understand wat's so interesting bout 22 men chasing after a soccer ball, men could never understand wat's up with jealousy. cancerians get jealous easily. and they never want to show it. this jealousy could lead to insecurity once again. sadly, men are dumb enough to heck care with their jealousy. haha...just don't regret later in your relationship, if it lasts.

so...wanna love a cancerian? make sure u have what it takes to love her...ur love and faith in ur love.. otherwise, please forget bout loving a cancerian. at least they are still worthy enough being a friend.

hees. okies i'm tired le. i wanna rebond my hair. i can't stand it le.