It all began when he started to doubt me.

I hated being doubt.

If u didn't trust me, then you shouldn't have promised me so much in the first place.

You made me lost faith. You made me lose my interest. You were the indirect cause of my departure.

Disclaimer: I'm talking bout my boss here. oops correction, EX-boss. today is my last day of work!

Resentment for my current job grew stronger as my boss continually showed no confidence in my work and knowledge. i knew that regardless of the high pay, this is the place where i wouldn't set foot in for long.

My search for a new job began.

Luck must have been on my side because i managed to send in a resume for a prestigious company. Luck was shining even stronger when i was shortlisted.

The company had initially wanted to find a contract position, but they decided to offer me a permanent position should i successfully get the job. And i had to first complete a blardy hard test, get positive results before the dept manager interviews me.

how SUCKY is that?

i decided after the test that i would fail terribly. and it explained my joy when i recieved a call from my agency and the consultant told me bout my positive results, and a confirmed interview.

How SUCKY is that again?

to begin, the application form is blardy hard to fill in too!!! GOD!! do they really need to do that?

and so i need to take half day off from work just so that i can complete the form....SUCKY!!!

pardon me now..i shall go fill in my application form!

Bless me!! i wanna buy SK2 at staff prices!!!

Last day of work: 28th November, Tuesday!!!

Last day of exam: 11th December, Monday!!!!

Freedom starts from 6pm on the 11th....

Need i say more?

*Edited:

i had stopped at the above short post, until i blog hopped around to find everyone still blogging bout their lives amidst of their exams. yet here i am, procastinating to blog with the excuse of my busy work schedule.

truth is, i really didnt feel like writing in here. there were many times when i nearly clicked on the "delete blog" icon, which i momentarily lost myself while trying to make a decision. then i realised, there's too much memories here and i can't bear to let it go because of one rash decision.

things may changes. feelings may have faded. but memories will remain.

so no more silly thoughts k girl? -pinches myself-

hmm...did eye-lash extension....but i dun really like the effect. i look so slutty and unnatural. and it only looks good with makeup on. but with makeup, i feel i look too elaborated. sighs. the price to pay for vanity.

and, i'm gonna to apply for a scholarship. yes laugh. i dunno how high my chances are, and i'm not gonna pin too much hopes on it. if i get it, then its off to aussieland i go. otherwise, u guys would have to continue to endure my shit. hehe.

i need to shit.

good luck to those having exams.

i still love you guys.

Its been almost 2 weeks since i left. and i really miss the ppl back in ST Logs.

over at my new office, i'm the only female, there's hardly anyone in office most of the time.

like what most ppl told me "you can't have the best of both worlds." its true, i gave up comfort for monetary benefits. no turning back, i can only carry on this path that i chose. :)

i was given 8 days of intensive training. today i was thrown on my own. cynthia had left, indeed i stand alone now. arghh...STRESS!!!!

Bless me, someone. anyone.