Thursday, March 31, 2005
Sitting by the window...looking at the rain fall from the sky...that calms me down...
was supposed to meet janice this afternoon, to accompany her to ntu for her submission of a video for her course. BUT, i was replying a piggy's email, and so i was late...she said no need to come down le...not angry...but i felt bad...so i practically slacked the whole afternoon...until i met boey for dinner...that girl...she made me wait till 8.30pm to have dinner can? haha...i nearly died from hunger pangs...so i munch on potato chips...the audition's on sat...no boey u are not invited... hehes...i seriously need to practice... and i'm feeling nervous already....
I stopped falling in love @ 10:57 PM
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
And the smiles continue...
Happy Birthday to Mr Sweet aka Zhao Jian!!!!! Hope your words get sweeter as you grow older...and ur cuteness last for as long as you live...and your thoughtfulness always be with you!
let me do a little intro here, mr sweet is the first guy we got to know in class...becoz he took the initiative to talk to us...and when i failed my exams, he actually sent me this long email full of encouragement...he called me PRINCESS too! hehes...see peeps, i look like one lah...haha...not only that hor, he always send me mp3 willingly one leh...and he talk hor...like trying to drown ppl in honey one...hahaha...MR SWEET!!! why is a nice guy like you single?!!!
had fun disturbing the guys in class today...ultimate victims: kenny, brandem, rare gem, and zhen's bf.
*in class*
kenny is frantically rubbing his table and notes with his rubber...
me: you got jie pi ah? [eng translation - you got cleanliness habit?]
kenny: diaoz no lah...i was writting on my paper...
me: dun deny lah...
alright...maybe it was me...i can laugh too easily...
after breaktime i saw brandem(kenny's bestfriend!) rubbing his papers too...
me: *shakes head and tells anni* you see...best friends are the same...they have the same cleanliness issue...
brandem dropped his jaw...kenny looks like he is gonna burst anytime...
there i was...laughing and laughing...maybe its me again...easily contented...
was darn bored in class...decided to resume "flirting" with zhen's bf...you see...he msged her yesterday in class...and i did the replying on her behalf...hehes...
The bf: dear i having break now, i miss u lots lots...blah blah blah
me: i miss u too...miss till my hair turned white le...love ya!
The bf: wah...why you today talk so unlike urself?
me: why leh? u dun like me to talk this way ah?
There was no reply...i tot there goes my fun....so i took the initative...
me: wei...you dun love me already ah?
The bf: of coz i love...love ya lots...miss you much much too...
Damn mushy can? haha...
so today i took her phone and msged him coz i was damn bored in class...with that Edwin yaking away but all of us dun seem to understand wat the hell he is trying to say...BUT, he too busy to reply...no fun....
*after class*
"Bye bye!!!!" i screamed to kenny and brandem who left first...hehe...then i told rare gem and xiao hong "come lets go...lets go toilet together.." hehe...that brought laughter to the group...good...see....told you i could laugh very easily....
i tried out my new shampoo today and my hair was so soft can? haha...so i got the gers to touch it as we were on a descending escalator....that rare gem rolled his eyes and gave me THAT look can?! by reflex...i smack his chest with a loud "piak" hiak hiak...but woah...he really got work out at the gym...it was firm...and my hand hurts....and he dun seem affected by it...
we were walking towards somerset mrt station where i saw that noticeboard with an interesting notice: "Vietnam brides! call 6xxxxxxx!" i immediately told the rare gem: "this is ur chance! quickly take down the number!!!" hahaha i swear he would strangle me to death if he could...haha...27 yr old...no gf before...is he a rare gem? and he is a nice soul too...see...i meet nice ppl around...maybe thats becoz i'm always so nice...haha...i can't stand myself!
haha...was laughing to myself after we parted at the entrance of the train station...laughter just brightens up my days...i wanna continue laughing and smiling...maybe i'll develop another dimple!
I stopped falling in love @ 10:10 PM
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Things that brings a smile on my face...was reading my brother's chinese essay earlier on...a direct translation will be:(family pic in the middle)This is my family. I have 2 elder sisters. My eldest sister (which is darr princess!!!) loves to sing. Me and my second sister loves to play basketball. They are very good to me. Me, both my sisters, and my mum plays mahjong occasionally.By Jasper Ho(aka darr princess's brother)he nv fails to irriate me most of the time...but he is my beloved little brother... and little things like these that he does, really warms my heart from inside out...and when u try to drown me in honey, i'll just flash u my million megawatts smile with 2 neat rows of pearly white teeth...lastly, whenever i see pictures of chadrick...aww..i want a kid that cute! (boey stop saying he isn't cute!)you noe...i was over at my granny's house on mon evening for dinner when chadrick was around...then his mum msged nanny "how is my love doing?" its sooooooooooooooooooooo sweet can...then she asked "is he free now? can i call him?" oh gosh...a mother asking for permission to call and talk to her son!!!!!!
I stopped falling in love @ 12:35 AM
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
BleahX!The princess's ambition: to get marry and have kids...and be a housewife...haha...BUT......housework can be SO tiring...haha...was cleaning my table, folding clothes and mopping my floor earlier on...think i might change my bedsheets too...and it doesn't help that i have like so many pillows and bolsters and the bed is big...so...its gonna be another tiring chore...right now its infested by my 2 jumbo eeyores...think i'll have to reconsider my ambition...hehes...i'm like trying to cool off now...i need a shower...
I stopped falling in love @ 9:01 PM
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I'm only doing this becoz i'm so bored...1. name: jolenE2. hobbies: i like to sing...3. gender: proud to be a princess....4. age: 17!!! but sadly...i think its 19 going 20...5. date of birth: 03 July 19856. horoscope: cancer7. school: taking ACCA8. address: sembawang...blk xxxA 9. email add: is this even important?10. eye colour: black lah11. hair: 2/3 down my back...12. hair colour: light brown...with 1 orange extension...13. right or left handed: right14. marital status: single...15. siblings: 1 younger sis...and 1 irritating bro...16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 984617. when's ur bedtime: late...18. do u hav a car: haven't even gotten a license. 19. what type of car do you want: dun ask me such a hard qn can?20. brand of cars: wat did i just said?!------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*have u*21. tried smoking: am a PASSIVE smoker...22. drink alc0h0l: yeps...i wished i could nv remain sober...23. been hurt emotionally: just shut up...24. Kept a secret from anyone?: duh...25. been on stage?: yea...------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*fav*26. colour: i'm a pinkie girl27. food: curry chicken28. drinks: erms....29. numbers: 530.been to disney: yea...i did...when i was in pri3...31. sports: i hate the sun...32. song : how did i fall in love with you...33. movie: dunno lah...34. subject: maths...35. friends: you noe who u are... and i love you guys...=muacksssssssssssssss=------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*right now*36. wearing now: shorts and tshirt...37. hairstyle: straight...38. looking at: computer screen...39. thinking of: someone special...------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*do u believe in*41. love: not really...42. faith: go to hell...43. urself: think so...44. ghost: erms...haha...at times...45. angel: yes...i am the angel mah...------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*in the last 24hrs*46. worn jeans: nopes...haven worn them in months...47. cleaned ur room: haha....no lah! 48. cried: nopes...49. met someone new: no...but i've chatted with new and sweet ppl like boey's cousins...50. last person i talk to on the phone: boey...------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*love life*51. do u hav a gf/bf: no...52. haf a secret admirer: how would i noe since its a secret?53. do u wanna get married?: yeahs...and i want kids...54. do u plan on having kids?: oops yes...55. hw old u wanna be when u get married?: dunno...56. hw old u wanna be when u haf ur firstchild?: now!57. how many kids do u want: 2...58. would u hav kids before marriage: er no? 59. do u haf a crush: i've got a crush on you...61. pink or black: pink lah!62. kiss or hug: both!63. summer or winter: winter...64. sunny or rainy: rainy...i love rain...65. chocolate or vanilla: vanilla...66. hanging out or chilling: i prefer singing...67. music or tv: music...68. nite or day: night...i love stars...69. guys or girls: huh?70. slpin or eatin: sleeping...71. love or lust: love...but it was meant to hurt right?72. silver or gold: silver...73. sunset or sunrise: sunset...74. phone or in person: i sound good on the phone...and look cute in person...haha!75. diamond or pearl?: diamonds obviously...------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*The person u know who is...*76. the most u Love: love was meant to hurt...77. most caring: hah!
I stopped falling in love @ 3:46 PM
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
I think its such a mistake listening to yuan dian by steph and tanya the first thing i woke up... the lyrics almost brought me to tears...
Back from making pineapple tarts at granny's house...lost touch with my com with bout 2 days...and i missed it greatly...
And there are too other stuff like my bed and people who i've missed...hehes...
I stopped falling in love @ 1:50 PM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Everyone deserves to be loved....Wholeheartedly...
Why push urself down to a level so low...that u are willing to do anything just to be by their sideS?
Why so silly...everyone who is reading this and feels that they are one of the "everyone"...
love is selfish...love is pure...love is unconditional...
love hurts... love brings tears...love ain't one-sided...
it isn't bout showering ur concern or care....or money or gifts...
its the feeling u experience deep down...
and please...stop being silly...ALL of YOU!!!
I stopped falling in love @ 11:35 PM
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To a special friend of mine...you are hurting deep inside...we all know it isn't easy for you...but please be brave...and be strong...though i know its easier said than done...But, no one is pushing you...everyone is just trying their best to help...indeed love was meant to hurt...yet without it the world don't seem complete...dun cry alone...dun feel sad alone...dun keep everything inside you alone...because there are people who care...and i care...
For you, my friend...be strong...
I stopped falling in love @ 1:22 AM
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finally after so many months of preparation, we performed our "feel" song on stage... i wasn't really able to feel sad and get into the mood...unlike the past...which means i'm not feeling sad bout it anymore... and i thank god for that...
my little toe is still hurting...nearly knocked down by a car earlier on...luckily the driver saw me limping and slowed down...otherwise who knowS? haha...
gotta choose 2 new songs for the upcoming performance night...1 fast and 1 slow one as usual...shifu already picked yan wei die for me...seems like i've got no other better choices...haha...and for my slow one...i would go for jie shou by liang jingru...i've been dying to sing this song the first time i hurt it...its currently playing on my blog now too...
i wanna be very hardworking from now on...jingwen topped the world for paper 2.1 dec2004 exam can? terence got second placing in sg for paper 1.3...and chun keng got third for paper 1.3 and second for paper 1.2...haiz...work hard u stupid princess!!!!
I stopped falling in love @ 1:15 AM
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
The Aftermath...my toe was hurting the whole night long...tormenting me...and depriving me of a peaceful sleeping journey...everytime i toss i'm afraid of hitting it...and everytime i turn...i could feel the discomfort as it brushed against my bolster/comforter/pillows/etc...bathing was another major problem...the doctor said not to let the wound touch water...but, its sooooooooo hard! i already wrapped it up...but it was still drown in water eventually.. hehesthe last day of the march school holidays...my sister is doing some last min studying for her block tests...and my bro is rushing thru his holiday assignments as usual...and theres me...always so slack...i'm seriously dying of boredom soon...
I stopped falling in love @ 9:11 PM
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Fell...Cried...Stitched...Happy 20th Birthday to dear alan!!! walking out of teen-hood isn't easy...but be happy kaes?this is gonna be the most unlucky day of the week...i shall remember this day FOREVER. dearest mummy washed our kitchen...leaving the floor to dry...so in i went into the kitchen at 10pm...and i slipped...my little right toe wasn't spared....pain shot thru the toe and i felt it almost immediately...so painful can...and almost simultaneously...the blood and tears started their flow...both uncontrollable...i hobbled outta the kitchen and started screaming at mummy...haha...afterall its indirectly her fault mah...as i sat down on the couch...i couldn't stop the blood...so i asked my sis to take a look...sis: eeeeeeeeeks disgusting...so much blood! confirm u broke ur toe one!me: dun scare me leh...sis: serious lah...u see the blood keep flowing leh...me: really meh? meanwhile i peer into the adjoining area in between the toes...me: i think so leh...i can't feel my toe...and i can see a tear...my sis peeped...sis: ya lah er xin!!! confirm broken lah...i told you...me to everybody: help call 995 plz...i need an ambulance...haha...that was a joke...i meant the ambulance part...so i hobbled to the sembawang's 7am-11pm clinic...taking 15mins instead of the usual 3min walk...doc: so wats wrong with you?patient(me): i fell...and hurt my toe...doc: i see..come let me take a look...oh yah...its quite bad...go sit on the bed...i'll wash the wound for u...i swear it hurts like hell when he was cleasning the wound lor...feels like a piercing knife...and as usual i was like "ouch ouch pain!" think the doc also used to already...doc: i will need to stitch up the wound...patient was horrified! ...................can dun want or not?..............doc: cannot...he had already prepared the anaseptic injection(dunno how to spell lah...but its that injection u noe...that numbs the pain) and advancing towards me le...mummy was scared of needles...so she excused herself outta the consultation room can...and it was painful again! patient: after injection then the stitching won't hurt izzit?doc: just not as painful without iti nearly fainted...stitch count: 3total amount paid: 108!!!!!! ex right?this amount i could go to any hospital A&E already...and i have to go back to him to remove the stitches lor...but the string so nice can...its blueeeeeeeee...how i wished it was pink...but thats beside the point lah...unlucky unlucky...gotta spend my sunday at home tml...ppl i'm most willing to entertain sms-es and calls of concern k? hahaha...its nice to be loved mah!!! nites nites...
I stopped falling in love @ 12:17 AM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
Bitch Fiti feel as though i'm gonna have a BF! though i am not a bitch...hahaha...u see...i intended to change my blog's template...and as i was doing everything nicely, suddenly the whole page hung and i couldn't get anything thru! and worse of all...i didn't save anything YET! boo! i'm so freaking pissed now that i decided to change when i have the time! humph...i felt so bad last night...i made a 18-yr old cry can? haiz...long story...but i shalln't discuss his private love life here becoz of his privacy! haha...see i'm so sweet right...hahaha....anyway i was told i had been too rational while talking to him bout his problem...haiz...so sad...love was meant to hurt lah...seriously...juz stay outta love...and u will be HAPPIE! just painted my nails pink...pinkie ruleS!
I stopped falling in love @ 12:02 AM
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
I've got a GOLDEN eeyore!!!haha everyone jealous ba? thanks to boey for her generosity....hahaha...she saw this golden series eeyore and decided to buy it for me...awww....sweetness~ and its quite big can....though smaller than my blue one....but its still the biggest one i've ever saw apart from my blue one...hahaha....and i love it lor! coz its eeyore and its sooooooooo CUTE!!!just came home from my singing lesson...so cool can...my sch is actually gonna open a cafe!! we are gonna be situation at princep street...right opposite paradiz center...hahah...it will be open only in june...but publicity starts like NOW? haha...watch out for nightly performances of our students...as well as public? for that i dunno...but definitely certain that students are gonna perform! haha....this brings me to a dilemma...shd i go for the audition or not?The audition...- preparation of 2 songs AT LEAST
- no music, its acapella
- not behind closed doors...but right in front of all those going for the audition, sch instructors, and external judges...
argh....how how? let me consider it ba...
I stopped falling in love @ 1:35 AM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
My hair is now SHORT!it was almost reaching my waist...but i wanted to trim the split ends...now...i REGRET...i'm losing sleep again...
I stopped falling in love @ 3:03 AM
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Friday, March 11, 2005
was flipping thru NYJC yearbook 2004...so sad...no hunks....poor babes there are lesbians...and the goodlooking ones were the bungs....wats wrong with the world today? haha...
1.45am le...i really need some slp ler....coz i need to wake up tml and copy notes....see how hardworking i am?
dear tagboard is down...dunno wat the hell is wrong with it...suddenly i miss my blogdrive...but no...there's no turning back...just like in many other instances...
there's no turning back in exams...u either fail or pass...
there's no turning back in relationships...why bother to re-accept/patch up with ur ex-es when u had already decided to part? the person must have hurt u well enough to result in the break-up...so...live with it!
there's no turning back in friendships...there actually comes to this state whereby u feel that person did things so extreme...and u could no longer see him/her as friends...and even if u do forgive them...there'll be this permanent scar in ur heart...that nv fades...even time ain't its match...there's no turning back in one's youth!!! my gosh!!!!! i'm turning 20 in like less than 5 months!!!!! i'm sooooooooo OLD! i dun wan the digit "2" leh...can? so sad leh....can get marry and have kids le.... but wats important...that looking back in my life...i dun think i have any regrets...i've walked thru the path that the government has planned for most students...i grew up happily...i've got great friends and family around me...wat more can i ask for?haha was happily typing this post until dear mr melvyn yeap jio me for a game of yahoo pool...and this time i won a few times k! though eventually he beat me in the game...but well...at least i'd made improvement! I SERIOUSLY AM SUPPOSED TO SLEEP! but i'm still msn-ing with kc and brandem...that brandem damn funny lor...after chatting for so long he still tot i was bernard...so diaoz can...haha...kaes awhile more and off to lala land i go~ by the way...the time now is 2.42AM!
I stopped falling in love @ 1:42 AM
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I See Some Light!
after about 8 lectures on information systems, i finally understood wat today's lesson was about...we did the entity and attributes thingy in order to draw the ELH and STD diagrams...finally u noe...can u guys understand wat i am feeling now? i've nv been this happy after attending edwin's lectures for bout 2 months...haha...and i will conquer this damn subject...simply becoz i dun wanna retake my exams ever again...
a very interesting topic arose in class today...
lecturer: okie, u guys tell me wat makes someone alive?
one student: sex
lecturer with a silly grin: sex? hmm no no...not sex
and i burst out in laughter...
the number two interesting topic...
lecturer: okie guys can u all find anymore relationships between the categories stated here?
another student: lecturer and student?
i was the first one laughing again!
lecturer: huh? *haha* wat relationship can they have? no need no need...
haha i think it doesn't makes sense to all of u out there huh? yeah maybe becoz u didn't seat thru this lecture thats why....
oh i tested that maybeline's XXL mascara already...not really that fantastic...but it does add volume to ur lashes....for those with short eyelashes....dun bother to waste ur money on that. just now the salesgirl intro me this lotion to apply on my lashes at night...saying it will make my lashes grow...=keeping my fingers crossed=
my com is on and its only like 7.34pm in the evening...shows just how bored i am...and tml is my free day! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~ most probably i'll meet liqing in nus for lunchie...hahaha...and i think i MIGHT clean my room...later...
I stopped falling in love @ 7:18 PM
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
i seriously think i'm the sort who will work better under stress...taking today for example, supposed to meet ah girl at 4pm. but i wanted to change my bedsheets and clean my room a little...so by time i was ready...it was 5.30pm...and she actually came to my house to supervise me doing all these...see my point? haha...
i think most ppl would be thinking i'm bulling...even me myself can't see wat i'm trying to prove here..wat i'm trying to say is that i enjoy being stressed...and it pushes me forward...
i fondly recall my jc journey...everyday was a living hell...there was nv a day where tutorials dun pile up on my table...and i nv ever did my phy tutorials...which turned out to be a BIG mistake lah...i hardly got ample sleep...i go to bed at 11pm and wake up at 2am to complete my tutorials k...and i always do math and chem only...coz my lecturers nag like nobody's business...and the secondary reason, is peer influence...they "inspired" me to strive and study hard...
to all those who just gotten their results...
Olevels:
re-take if u have to in order to get in poly...becoz once u go pte schs or take other alternatives, u will find urself drifting away from ur bestest of friends...u cant experience campus life...u cant relate to wat ur friends in polys or jcs are going thru...u have that "gap"...above all...these are all just my personal opinions....
Alevels:
don't every retake...coz the results are always almost similar...sure enough i got friends who retook and did extremely well...but it was becoz they were very disciplined in their revision....they did not wait till the last few months before they started studying...they studied thruout the entire yr....its not like olevels where u get to retake the subjects u failed...u have to retake everything AGAIN...how many has the determination and discipline to do so? and once again...these are still my personal opinions....
think i wanna re-apply for uni again....maybe its just a waste of money...but well...i think its worth a try....
I stopped falling in love @ 1:02 AM
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Monday, March 07, 2005
Finally i got to go sembawang park....it was so relaxing and cooling....
met up with hyan and boey...boey was feeling guilty regarding a certain matter...so she wanted to make it up by having dinner today...but we were all late(supposed to meet at 8 but in the end only reached at round 8.45pm) and not feeling hungry...walked towards dome then i suddenly said it would be nice to be by the beach...and they actually gave in to my request lor...awww so sweet...haha...
on our way i was eating the McDonald's 25cents ice cream...i nearly tripped and fell and dear MR HYAN TAN was laughing his ass off lor! not sympathetic at all~...and boey choked on her cone...while i stood there, embarrassed...
but i did not regret going...coz it was really relaxing...and windy...and most importantly i got to spend time with my friends...hehe...
the time now is 1.46am...and miss pinksheep juz told me some ridiculous stuff on irc...haha...
I stopped falling in love @ 1:40 AM
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
Give Me My NEW Beginning....
I'm officially starting my journey here...dear bloggiedrive had actually accompanied me for close to a year...but since I can't seem to change the layout template, I decided that I need someplace new...
to me, I think 2005 hadn't started out well....There are certain things which can't be helped...And there are things that juz happen like that...So well...Give me my new beginning can?
The Past Few Days...
thurs night:
met up with hani and alan for dinner before proceeding to ntu for xin's surprised bday celebration... everyone was so excited and very worried bout screwing it up...And we were especially worried becoz rongz was left alone with her...And she is BLUR! haha...darling was so exasperated that she raised her voice in a joking manner lah...haha it was so funny seeing that looks on both their faces..but anyway despite some hiccups, we still managed to have fun! I brought my absolute vodka along...I was worried if it had spoilt so I asked rongz to test drink...she turned soooooooo red....took many pics plus eat strawberry cake plus drinking session plus gossiping time...typical girls get-together huh? hehe...I slept over at rongz room while the rest(darling, sirong, ning, xin, de) went back to dar's room...ntu not bad huh...her room was furnished with king kong's mattress...
fri:
woke up at 9am by rongz...the way she woke me up was as if there's a fire. she practically scared me...anyway I bathed and went over to dar's room to meet the rest...we slacked around for awhile then went to JP for lunch. went for my interview at times center and I saw edmund chen! he looks so rosy lor...so cute...then met the same group of girls for dinner at sushi tei...quite cheap considering the amount we ordered...hehe...
sat:
disastrous day...went for facial with mummy...then supposed to enjoy dinner with some friends whose names I shall not mention...that dinner was not successful becoz of some minor reasons which I think its absolutely childish and it gotten me quite pissed bout it...And worse still...they made me wait for more than 2 hrs and eventually we went our separate ways for dinner....wat a letdown... but nvm...once is enough for me...no more next time...I rather stay at home and rot.... but i have to re-emphasize that i am not angry kaeS? no worries...
I stopped falling in love @ 4:35 PM
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