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Thursday, August 31, 2006

I AM SO BORED!!!!

-bangs head on table-


I stopped falling in love @ 11:03 PM

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

i'm getting cranky these days. i'm not pms-ing, just very very exhausted with my life. for those who got it from me, i'm sorry for my attitude and bad temper. -huggies- still love you lots lots though k?

frankly, i'm happy working at ST log, apart for some minor stuff(i'll try to remember to blog it when i have time). its just the distance and working hours that are tiring me out i guess. and perhaps my afterwork activities.

seriously, i dunno how ppl can work and chiong everyday. its insanity. sighs. so now i'm nursing my 2-day old headache...pain has became my next bestie.

on a lighter note, i'm joining my company bowling competition! muahahahaha!!! a team consisting of 4 members, but must include both genders. i'm not gonna start on how i'm teamed with super shuai guys, cause both of them are married, though one of them has got very very nice eyes. -slaps myself- i swear my heart beat faster today when he lean close to me. damn...

okies back to bowling....so yea, 4 of us! so exciting!!!!!

it was raining so heavily after work today. it looked as though a big cloud burst suddenly and all the raindrops just fell like nobody's business. halfway thru our way to the gate, huishan's umbrella sorta gave way. the wind blew it upwards and the metal rod is bent lor! not to mention we were very wet. i was shivering with cold can?

just then one of our auditors is making his way home. and he drives a 7-seater car. just nice for all 5 of us!!!! (plus some other colleagues i've nv mentioned before lah!) and he looks so charismatic! i think i really have this thing for married men! hahahaha...

my thoughts are all jumbled. my headache is killing me.

just like how i used to love you, i used to love the rain...


I stopped falling in love @ 10:51 PM

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Monday, August 28, 2006

I WENT GYM TODAY K?!

close ur gapping mouths, spare me your questioning brows. even i IS surprised at the stuff i do these days. what's next on the list man? turned lesbian?


I stopped falling in love @ 12:09 AM

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

there's an incubation period for hormones and the validity of it is about 3 to 4 years. during this period, feelings of love matures, and after 3 years, you no longer feel the spark of the relationship. being together has became a habit, loving each other has became a routine. its all because of hormones.

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and so you left, without pretty much of a word, returning sometime later and expecting things to remain the same. how so?

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girl: you shd give her a chance to explain herself, instead of treating her like that.
guy: whatever for? did you know how much she hurt me in the past?

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loving is forever painful. it was meant to hurt. if u don't wanna get hurt or feel any pain, don't love. if you can't commit and fulfil your promises, don't love. if everything bout your love is bout sweet-talking to win her heart and your ain't sincere, don't love. if you can't forget bout your previous relationship, don't love. if you claim that first love is unforgettable, go back to her and don't love someone else. if you're treating the new girl as a substitute, castrate yourself and leave her alone. if you can't give your 100%, shave your head and be a monk. if you know someday you're gonna leave her and you were just selfishly loving her, you deserve a tight slap, and please, don't love her.

we dont need love to survive you know?


I stopped falling in love @ 2:30 PM

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

don't you absolutely love it, when u walk along the streets, people call out to you because u were part of their memory?

my friends used to say "eh u have alot of friends hor? every street u turn to, u see a familiar face." like real, most of them are mere aquaintance i might say. and these people spells trouble more often than not.

like how i added a primary sch classmate on msn, and ending up having to block him. reason being he preaches too much, in his lousy and senseless english, which i end up spending even more time deciphering what he actually meant. its such a chore and i hate it, just as much as how i hate menstrual cramps. period.

as usual, i'm a nice girl by nature. another primary school mate managed to trace me down via friendster, and yea, you've got it right, i just blocked him 2 nights ago.

i'm not being bad. truth is, we haven been in each other's lives for the past 9-10years. theres so much to talk about, but i am just so unwilling to do it all over again.

"so where you studying now?"

"working not?"

"staying where?"

"how's life?"

and the dreaded "we should organise a gathering soon."

like fuck, i get more interesting pickup lines on irc like "wanna earn fast cash?"

the other day i was so bored, i went into irc after so long, and this guy pm me "hi, i'm tall/handsome/m/sg, wanna chat?" firstly, he must be lying, cause sg no tall and handsome guys to begin with. and secondly, if u are really what u claimed to be, your be out on a sat night, what the blardy hell are u bumming round at home, picking up girls with ur brainless opening line?

i decided to be real nice and replied "hi, i'm short/fat/ugly/f/sg, still wanna chat?"

and he is really cute i must say, he went "really meh? are u really all that?"

still, i told myself i had to be very nice and civil, "yes of coz! so you better not waste ur time chatting with me. go, prey on other pretty young things out there."

sighs, wat to do....i'm so nice.

oops, i digressed. back to primary school mate. anyway, i bet that second friend i mentioned is some sort of insurance agent or trying to rope me into some kinda mlm thing. which brings me onto my next friend.

miss sharifah. so hardworking, that she went to uni. she used to be a NA student u know? haha...anyway i saw her yesterday after work at the mrt platform. she was like wearing her tudong, how can she expect me to recognise her?! so after some casual talk, the bomb dropped. she's working at some mlm company.

even before she had tried to say anything, i put my hand up and said "speak to my hand man." and started retreating. damn...mlm agents are evil people! u are never ever gonna get ur money back ever. good that she's cool bout my reaction and it was a friendly goodbye still.

okies, lack of pics. i shall show you my colleagues who came in the same time as me. one is 5 months older(she looks just like the fir lead female singer), the other by 1 year.

presenting huishan and me. we are so crappy we can't stand ourselves. hee hee.


see, i'm working with FIR leh!!! hahahahahahaha....


presenting to u, the 3 newest babes in st logs. in fact, we are the only babes around!!! hahaha...

and lastly....


sobs....i'm so touched can? i have my own rubber stamp!!! i heart st log!!

long time no see my bestie le right?! show ur lor...


okies...very tired le....night night peeps!!!


I stopped falling in love @ 8:15 PM

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Define sexy.

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so silly! how can wear undies only?! girls need to maintain a certain amount of image u know? speaking of image, the horrible mama spilt ice tea on my new shoes -sobs- but i think she had it worst, it was all over her jeans.

-sniggers-

one just cannot not shop.

and so we went seiyu after we are all cleaned. the mama had to choose a tie for the papa. seriously, i have no idea which tie should match which shirt. why so fussy?! pffts...men....pigs...same!!!

the other day i watched click with qing and she bought 3 pairs of shoes under my influence.

today i went shopping with sister and she bought 3 pairs of shoes, also claimed to be under my influence.

i so influential meh?



I stopped falling in love @ 1:51 AM

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

i never knew what the big hoo-ha is all about when it comes to american idol/the apprehentice/the next top model/amazing race/fear factor/and whatever america could think of.

its like, i know such variety shows exists, and occasionally i DO follow them. but its not like faithfully every week every episode. i don't cry and wail when i miss them, and i don't specially record the missed episodes on vcr or subcribe to some mobile tv every month just for the sake of it.

period.

its amazing how i managed to follow this season's sg idol quite regularly. despite their lousy singing skills and poor stage performance thats it. i totally dig johnathan's and matilda's vocals....come on singapore....don't vote blindly because the others are yummy eye-candies while these two lose out in physical appearance.

speaking of eye-candies, i can safely say there's none, and the word "yummy" shd be replaced with "yucky".

the bitch holding the championship belt would be the one who shares the name of a particular flower. i dislike her right from the very very very beginning. cute factor? more like ew factor. she's short, she's quite plump for her height, she don't have a nice voice, she has horrible hairstyle and she simply reminds me of someone i detest. don't understand why she isn't out yet, i'll pray hard she will be next.

the rest are pretty much lousy, like what ken says....i think they really dont have what it takes. goodness...imagine sending them to those regional idol competition like the one held some time last year. no no....sorry....i cant imagine that sight.

so, that malay girl rahima got out. its a pity that she couldn't grasp hold of the potential that's showing in her voice. she scares me everytime she sings. literally. i have to mute the tv or switch channels. no audience appeal. her journey ends tonight.

when will quality outshines looks in such competitions? damn...just shows how shallow voters are...and what a waste of money it is.


I stopped falling in love @ 10:37 PM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

gone physically, but always in my heart.

loving and missing you, Flynn...


I stopped falling in love @ 11:23 PM

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Friday, August 04, 2006

i haven been blogging, i know. there's moments when i felt i had so much to say, but i just didnt have the time and energy to do it.

so, for those who don't already know, i'm in a new company with a new job and a new job title and a new pay package(lol!). working at singapore technologies logistics now. and sadly, there's absolutely no yummy eye-candies. i'm like the youngest in the whole office. people here are generally nice, and my boss too...for now....

haven forgotten i'm also a student, though i'm not really attending any lessons right now. sighs...i must study! everybody repeat after me!!!

"we must all study hard!"

results out in 2 weeks time...i'm getting the jittery feeling all over again...i hate this.

and to everyone whom i loved and still love, you guys would forever be loved by me. and thats a promise.

sighs.

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i'll be going to malacccccca and jb over the weekends with my ex-colleagues. whee~! its gonna be so fun. of coz lah...i'm going mah!!!! muahahaha....

sighs...


I stopped falling in love @ 12:50 PM

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