Happy Valentine's Day
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Happy Friendship Day
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i've heard. you have to refrain from drinking water at 8pm the night before ur wedding. its to prevent water retention. ever noticed that sometimes after you wake up, u see red lines/slight dents on ur arms and face? yea its to prevent them. i heard this tale from a bride herself. every bride wants to look her best. they would rather die of thirst, then to look ugly on their big day.

i've proven. if you cried, and cried real badly before you sleep, u get swollen and puffy eyes the next morning. i watched san ge hao ren before i slept last night. it is rather touching, and given the fact tat i am going thru this pre-bleeding transition, i'm rather edgy and emotional. i just cried and cried. i couldn't stop. i must have cried at least a full one hour.

and, i was having a pounding headache last night. i gave up and pop in two ultra strong panadols the doc gave me previously. thank god for medicine, the pain subsided in 5 min, and i find myself slowly dozing off...

this morning...or rather at noon, i finally watched i not stupid 2 at woodlands. it was my first and alan's second. i wouldn't mind watching it again after watching it already. its so touching, i find myself trying very very very hard to fight back tears.

and well, there's like a guy friend beside me, somehow i need to hold back some pride right? haha...but i think it still made me cry real hard. even titanic didn't have its power.

this is real good.

the part i find most interesting:
daddy, jack neo, giving his sons tom(elder) and jerry(younger) tuition. he receives a call, and jerry overheard his dad charged ppl $5oo an hour to give a talk. and young jerry participated in a play in sch, and he was the main lead actor. he has been trying very hard to get his parents to come and watch, but they always couldn't give him a definite answer.

he wanted to buy more pokemom cards, but his mom didnt allow cause he already had ALOT. so he scrimped and save, and even skipped eating during his break time. he also sold his good pokemom cards to friends. also, he stole from the school tuckshop's auntie when she wasn't noticing, but it got filmed down by the cctv.

then tom got influenced by bad company who instigated him to shoplift. it was a plan to extort money from him because they knew he was a rich man's son. but tom didn't know. two imposters CID cops agreed to let him go on account of $2000 zhe kou fei.

tom was desperate, and he saw jerry's piggy bank. jerry was willing to give him the money even though the brother has always been mean to him in the past.

the sch informed jerry's parents bout the money problem.

(okie i'm sorry, but here comes the very touching part)

when the dad hit and scolded him, asking him why he needs so much money, this was his reply:

"i didn't take the money to buy pokemom cards. i wanted to use the money to buy one hour of ur time to come watch me perform."

-sob sob sob-

please tell me, how not to cry?

when i told my sis the show was real good, she asked me whether i felt i shd treat our parents better. i feel that, we shd improve our way of communication. thats all.

but i feel more strongly bout not treating my kids this way. sometimes some mistakes can be pardon and forgiven, but some others may just change the kids' lives.

gonna try to sleep now. have lessons from 9.30 to 5pm. sighs.