If mondays are deemed blue...

then most of my tuesdays are BLACK!

its sickening to know that out of 3 modules u take, classes for 2 of them coincide on the same day. back-to-back...10 to 1, then 2 to 5. not to mention our lecturer requested to start class earlier at 9.30am because we are behind time.

as a good student, i know i shouldn't be complaining. afterall, our lecturer is making the same sarcrifices. but...i just couldn't help it!!!!!!

WHY LIKE THAT ONE?!

initially, i felt it was a good idea that all my lessons only occupies my tues and weds, and the occasional sats when we needed to do make-ups. but now, i feel so congested in this schedule while idling away for the rest of the week.

once again...WHY LIKE THAT ONE?!

when u think u had given someone a piece of good advice, think again. i hate giving advice when i know the other person isn't gonna accept it and he/she just wants some comfort. i know how it feels when u just simply want a listening ear. but if advice isn't wat u are looking for, then tell us to shut the fuck up! why make us think and rack our brains when u already in ur heart knew what u wanted and how u should roughly solve the problem? its such a cheap way to get our attention and drown us in ur sorrows. and perhaps it didn't cross ur mind, then we have our own problems too? if u think u are the most pathetic soul on earth now, u probably are. because u are soaking in ur own pool of self-pity, and the need to get the undivided attention from ppl who u want them to care. its pure luck for you if u ever had a few ppl sticking with you thru the end, and maybe good karma is the other reason for these ppl. if u wanna be accepted and relive ur life in the proper manner, wake up ur freaking idea and stop thinking everyone has to give in to you. remember, once or twice is enough to tire them out, a third time and u are a nuisance on their list. stop dreaming, sleep time is over!