I is getting smarter!

-pats myself on my back-

you all must see! my new pinkie layout is scho scho scho scho niceeeeeeeeeeee and sweeeeeeeeeeeet right? will melt you guys right?

you know hor....the original font is grey grey one leh....but i changed it lehh!!! now its in black and more visible lor! i'm so considerate to my readers can? (ya right, as though u are that popular.)

wah since the devil in me said that, i also got nutting to say. BUT, at least myboy can see it clearly when i type "I LOVE SHANLE" here mah. so....its still worth a pat.

then hor, i adjusted the size of the input area, ie where u are reading and looking at the pics now. and hor, i changed so many many things, practically everything! except for the pink background and the picture! i felt this skin is so personalised. scho proud scho proud of myself!!!

hunnie bunnie came over today. its amazing how much the little one grew, just in the span of one week. babysitter started feeding her fish porridge, and now, she feels so much meatier and heavier. more substance liao leh!!!

anyway, while she was being carried by my mama, HER mama tempted me with a trip to bangkok. seriously, i SERIOUSLY am VERY TEMPTED to join her. if all goes well, and er...i get a certain someone's permission, i will really consider going.

tml is a busy busy day. somehow i really dun understand. i only have lessons on tues and weds and the occasional sats.

why dun u ppl date me when i'm free? why cramp everything up on the same day?

yx and py wanted to meet at 11.30 to buy bx's bday pressie. but i got lesson at 2pm, so i rejected.
2-5pm, lesson. not free.
after 5pm, meeting bunnie and her mama for shopping.


then liqing want to meet at night for some drinks. tell me, why like that one? how to make everyone happy?

and no one is free for drinks at night. scho sad. xiao hui celebrating vday with kh in advanced. june has hall stuff.

and, dumbo me agreed to attend bx's party on sunday. but its 15th! the last day of cny! how can i not go to granny's house and savour all the good food? especially when she specifically told me she's cooking my fav curry chicken?!

before you guys get the wrong idea, no i'm not greedy k? its just, i promised granny i'll be there. and its sort of like a family gathering. how can i excuse myslf just to be at some party?

and no, dun get me wrong, i still wanna wish bx a happy 21st! and i'm sure my absence makes no difference.

conclusion? curry chicken for me on sunday!

the very much dreaded day...20th feb.

RESULTS ARE GONNA BE OUT ON THAT DAY!!!

everyone, please treasure me for the remaining one week or so. i'm so absolutely sure i'll kill myself on the 20th, though i really studied.

boo-hoo...the thought of it gives me nightmares!!!

i'm gonna swallow my pride, say i'm sorry. stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me. i want a new life, and i want it with you. if u feel the same, dun ever let it go. u gonna believe, the spirit of love. it will heal all things, we won't hurt anymore. no i dun believe our love turning off. i'm down on my kness, begging you please, come home.

i can give you my love. i've been waiting all of my life. for the moment i knew it was right. i made a promise and gave my heart away. its a feeling i just can't fight. i feel the sun when u hold me tight. well i surrender everything i have inside.

looking back on the things i've done. i was trying to be someone. played my dark, kept u in the dark, now let me show u the shape of my heart

i promise you, from the bottom of my heart, i will love you till death do us part.

all i want is u, i give my heart and soul. just one chance is all i need, to prove that u and i, are forever meant to be.