i just spent the past hour in search of a blogskin, but i just can't find any that i like.

it wasn't that hard to find a satisfying skin in the past, or am i harder to please now?

since i wouldn't shoot myself with my own words, i'm gonna come to the conclusion that the standards is dropping low.

some may say "ya lah u so yaya papaya u go do ur own skin lah!"

i would, if i knew how to. and i would, if i weren't that lazy to learn.

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went shopping with the not-so-rich-now-but-will-be-quite-rich-soon sista. she was panicking on her cny outfit. tell me, if u wore something that u had previously worn, who the hell would know?

and yes, we still lack shoes. both of us.

and smartie me managed to buy the same pink painted on my current french manicured nails. luck was really on my side. hehe.

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when u see that someone had this nick on msn that reads "i'm feeling so bored", do u still go on and ask that someone is he/she bored?

i happened to be that someone tonight, and i got bored-er with ppl asking me, "u bored ah?" and offering unconstructive suggestions like "go watch tv lor". if i had that in mind, i wouldn't be bumming around here already.

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i once read an article in a mag, this girl claimed she did not understand how girls could proclaimed they "feel fat" for the day.

now my question is, could one suddenly feel unloved for the day?

i dunno how the rest out there, but at times, i certainly do feel that way. its not just by ur love ones. by friends, classmates, whomever, sometimes u just feel so neglected that leads u to feel unloved.

and my point being?

i DO feel unloved at times. heh.

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i never once doubted when the results of personality tests i did showed that i am an extreme extrovert.

being rather sociable and outspoken and okie maybe overly friendly, i tot i am okie with mingling.

it was of late that i became to feel, i'm quite an introvert by heart. i dunno if anyone noticed or observed. but well if u hadn't, i can safely say, u dunno me well.

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sometimes things i yearn too much for, puts me off when i had to wait patiently for it.

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its good enough if u once lived in someone's heart.

but its best if u are forever the one occupying their heart.