Critical illness

This is getting very serious. Its not fatal, but it deprives me from good times.

I have what you call, the Pre-CNY-sysdrome.

it started when i was in jc, year2. i was hit with stomach flu. the worst of anything i've ever experienced. the churning of food in my tummy before its finally passed out thru two passages, the asshole and my mouth. in liquid form.

that hit me hard. i lost my appetite for close to 2 months.

a year later, when i was going on 19, i had this terribly high fever which went on and off for almost 2 weeks! up till the night for reunion dinner, i was too weak even to go to grandma's house for dinner.

last year, i had a mild sore throat. and i stayed away from new year goodies. actually i'm not a junkie for them. so it wasn't such a bad thing.

THIS YEAR...
why am i sick now? why????????????????
my throat is so sore it hurts when i swallow anything.
i'm coughing so badly, i had difficulty sleeping.
plus that good friend of theirs, the fever!

and cny is barely a week away.

when again i come to realise, you're a loss i can't replace...