This came late...
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much i love you
The world might change my whole life thru
But nothing's gonna change my love for you.
myboy, you may have heard me say this alot of times before.
and now, i'm gonna say it again, i'm sorry.
things are okie now, i'm loving you even more.
but still, i just wan you to know.
you were right, instead to choosing to think positively- "i love
you. i'll believe you"
i chose to feel insecure.
and i hurt you.
by doubting you and not trusting you.
just one phone call and i got all upset.
true, negative thoughts were already racing throught my mind.
you loved her for 3 yrs.
your words, i felt my heart crumbled too when i read them.
and u chose her over me before.
these were the reasons i gave to you last night.
and i just felt that i might just lose you once again.
myboy, i dun wanna lose you again.
thats why i chose to retreat.
i forgot to take into account how u felt with me doing that, and pushing you away indirectly.
i failed to see the many little things u have done to make me feel more secured and less afraid.
i was blinded by my insecurity.
it was my turn to feel the crumbling of the heart when u said "u hurt me"
then i realised after flynn talked to me, that i didn't cherish you enough.
i failed to express myself, my thoughts to you.
But once again, u touched my heart by telling me "darling, i only want you. and i love you."
i would give my everything
just to hear you say
someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
that someone is you, wong zachary.
I Love You.
