I just feel like typing...
erm is there a change in blogspot's blogging template? i refreshed my IE several times becoz the layout of a new post format was weirdly aligned. and i gave up trying to get back the original page on IE, thinking my reliable firefox would be able to solve the problem. but apparently not, i see the same layout as i've seen on IE. and i feel oddly weird bout it. but nevermind...i still wanna blog blog blog.
it has been a wonderful wonderful friday so far. why? you see, apart from the moonstar ringtone boey set for her hp alarm, that scared me awake, the day's pretty peaceful and smooth. before i left her house, her eldest brother smiled at me. =melts= alright i do not have a crush on him, he is married and gonna be a father in 1 month's time for goodness sake. its just his smile that does wonders. hehe...
okie so on my way to class, i had the sudden craving for mac's breakfast. was queuing up when i saw terence. haha...so i tapped his shoulder and said "good morning, wow buying me breakfast ah?" i was so surprised when he said "ok lor no problem. pick whatever you want lor". oh and he is interested in the same girl chunkeng is interested in. haha...good friends becoming rivals in love...
met jingwen at causeway point coz she was going to return me my notes on tax. i was early, once in a lifetime afffair. hehe...and so i waited...till woodlands started raining. amk had already been drizzling when the train passed by the station. and i was secretly hoping sembawang ain't raining. so i thought when woodlands rained, means the dark clouds and rain direction reached our areas already, and i was very prepared to walk in the rain. but sembawang was only like overcast, slightly sunny, and not raining. hehe..i'm so lucky...lucky...lucky...
oh, for your information, its dark dark and raining now. and i'm safely tucked at home! am i boring you guys out already? i still feel like typing you know...
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was at my aunt's house playing with alissa. not much of playing since she is still so young. more of like i was the partime nanny for bout 4 hours. hehe...so ke ai!!!!!!!!! =drools= whenever i carried her, her head would be turned towards the outter left side. then i was asking my aunt, is my chest crushing her or something? then my aunt was saying "yea i think so leh. she looks so confined. hehe...nvm lah...first class cushion mah." diaoz...doesn't sound very complimenting to me though.
back from boey's house. stayed there for 2 nights. ah well...same old problem my dearest friend is facing. hope you feel better now. smile!
and she is a pervert. i've lost count of how many times she "accidentally" hit my chest aka breasts and butt. told her she needs a better bra already. hehe...
watched many many movies on her small small tv. i had to migrate from the bed down to the floor becoz i couldn't see clearly without my specs.
the weather was so darn hot, i woke up in sweat everyday. and i already gotten most of the fan. i'm not spoilt ok? it was real hot.
her stupid hammies indirectly broke my hp chain! =brawls= for those who had seen me after my june kl trip, you would have saw this metal name hp chain i had on my phone. its my name! so boey wanted to take a pictures of her dearies with my phone, and then....sob sob...the chain snapped. =starts wailing again= so now my phone is so deprived...left my dearest eeyore hanging on it only. =sniff sniff=
everytime i go boey's house, i would have a craving for prata. haha...so we met xianfu and win for prata last night. as usual, i couldn't understand all their crap. i didn't know them that way back like how long they have known each other. but, one thing's for sure, i dun really like that xianfu lah. i mean, i dun mind if he's around, but once he starts talking, i lose all interest. its the way he speaks. and the way he phrases his words. makes me feel that he wants everybody's attention when he is talking and at no point of time should anybody interupt him at all.
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should have gone for lunch with my classmates. now i feel a little hungry. and its pouring. furthermore i'm so lazy to go and buy food when i've changed and all comfy at home. guess its either maggie or starve!
hmmm....xiao an...its really gonna be a pity if u give up on urself now. dun keep everything to urself. talk to someone. talk to us. yes i know, we can't share your pain. we can't really understand wat you are going thru. at this point of time, moral support is simply two words that makes no sense to you. but dun shut urself out completely. give urself a chance to be cared for and let ppl shower concern on you. its times like this that you feel vulnerable and useless. but it isn't gonna end right here yet you noe? you've only seen 20 yrs of ur life. there are still many more beautiful years to come. so much more time to share with people important in your life. its tiring to hear all these words again and again? its tiring to keep trying and see no results? its tiring to feel so much pain? its tiring to hang on? yea maybe i'm like nagging, and kept repeating myself. but its just so disheartening to see you wanting give up. where's the cheerful and thoughtful and sensitive flynn that we all known? where's ur smiles? where's the old you? you're greatly missed back here. hope you're not gonna disappoint us alright? =hugs tight=
i miss you too darling. =muackiez=
