Life's miserable...

when u have to sing in public...
when u aren't that prepared to sing in public...
when the songs u sing are those songs u detest...
when mean ppl who calls u low class is going to watch ur performance and critisize u even more...
when u can't even remember the lyrics on the day of the performance...
when ur throat is not in good condition...

eeeeeeeeeeks! i'm really beginning to hate singing in the cafe. call it phobia call me a coward call me whatever shit. i just feel like smacking myself for being so stress. not as if i'm that bad right? i'm good right?

RIGHT! SELF CONSOLATION!

=sobs sobs=

wats worse...results coming out on monday...sighs...someone stab me please!!!!!!!!!

=sings offkey and off tune=
shui hai ji de shi shui xian shuo...
yong yuan de ai wo.....