We're 40!

NOT ME OKIE? i'm HALF that number!

its our homeland, Singapore! happy 40th birthday!

okie i'm not exactly a die-hard country lover. but somehow it always touched me whenever i watch the parade. appreciating all the efforts all the performers put up...and how much training and hardwork went into it just for a 3-hr performance. and its nice to see faces u noe of broadcast on national tv.

i saw joshie marching as the army's GOH.
i think i saw hanshun marching too...he was the airforce's GOH.
then i saw shuhui dancing beside fiona xie at the jurong east site.

damn...i shd have gone to see the fireworks. so nice can? a star featured in the middle of the circle...so freaking spectacular! okie i'm a mountain tortoise lah...say watever u wan...meanies.

recently i'm hardly home till late at nights. and so i seldom catch the 7pm as well the 9pm tv serials anymore. so today i had the chance to watch the 9pm channel 8 show, dream in ur hands.

people, i'm traumatised. troubled. scared.

ladies, could u imagine urself married to that shen congye? a husband who is unreasonable and treats u as a punching bag even though u are pregnant? a husband who is so demanding he locks u up? a husband who is sweet and thoughtful when he is sober but turns into a violent freak whenever he drinks?

i was seriously disturbed after watching today's episode. and i dunno why. there's just this unsettling feeling in me...my gosh. i just hope i dun marry someone like him.

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oops i did it again....

to papa and mama....i swear i am not pregnant. i swear i did not just fall outta love. i swear i did not fail examz becoz the results ain't out yet. i swear i have no major problems.

so...the mystery is...i did not try to kill myself.

as well as to burn down the house.

again.

and i think i need stop boiling water. everytime i do it, i forgot to turn off the stove. the last time i left it on the stove for bout 1 hr. today i left it boiling dry for nearly 2!

this isn't exactly a nice way to die...and i dun wanna die...yet

today's the 9th.
boey's birthday on the 18th
darling's birthday on the 19th
results coming out on the 22nd.
u might find me dead on the 23rd. i'm gonna fail my exams. bleah. maybe then i shall boil water again.