Angry!

i was lying to myself...now i'm dying in this hell...
pride spilled on the floor...
are you gonna let me in...
if you could see the tears i'm crying...
touch these hands that can't stop shaking
hear my heart that's barely beating...


somehow it hurts real badly to see someone close to you in emotional pain. it makes me wonder whether its all worth it. and how on earth did things managed to always turn out this way.

if loving someone means making assumptions on their behalf, you would be better off being a nun or monk.

if you can't speak the truth and show ur original self in front of the one you love, u are a total LOSER. your life revovles round ur pathetic front that u are portraying to ppl, but deep down u are nutting, just a shallow shell.

wats wrong with these people nowadays? ppl like you distorted the beautiful image i had of love.

the worst would be messing up ppl's lives, and not knowing where u went wrong. u wanna be an angel? go to heaven. but u would probably end up in hell by doing all these to hurt an innocent heart. i despise you. u dun have the courage to love somebody.

i think...

YOU DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOVE ANYONE AT ALL.

do everyone and urself a favour. just remain single.

and if u are ever reading this, yes YOU, stop all ur bullshit bout disappointment. do a comparison and compare the varying degree of disappointment YOU put HER through.

selfish...egoistic...unreasonable...you're everything that falls under the "unfit to love" category.

you made me realised how to cherish the one i love more though. i love you lots darling! =huggles=