i'm frustrated.

with myself. with my feelings. with things i see. with things i can't see. with things i don't see. with things i didn't see. with things i didn't even heard.

but happen to see it somewhere, read it elsewhere, heard it elsewhere...

and here i am, telling myself not to feel affected. but the truth is, it is.

blardy asshole. i'm so frustrated even at myself!

ps: brother crashed my laptop, AGAIN. kinda numb to it now. so till i get over my frustration and stuff, i'll blog again.

pss: will be shutting blogger down soon. miss me peeps. :)