i'm so loved!!!

yes, i'm finally turning 21.

yups, i'm celebrating it this sat.

alrights, i know you guys are interested to know what i want.

1. OTO trimax. yah i want it, can? anyway my cashline sweeties are getting it for me already. so dun buy it again!

2. ipod nano. i think my sis, my bro and my aunt is getting it for me. so love hor!!!!

3. i still want my 1gb memory duo stick for my k750i.

4. as well as the rubber earphones for my hp.

5. i dun mind having the lg new choc phone.

6. a new wallet which I LIKE will be nice.

7. digicam. mommie already bought it for me.

8. cash. this is the most practical gift.

and since i seriously have no idea what i want or need, u guys shd really just come with a big red packet full of money! hehehe...

i SWEAR...i will throw u out if u buy me choc/soft toys/silver accessories/mugs/photoframes.

drop me an sms if u need to know the details of the party. hope to see u guys there. -muackies-

i'm back.

and i'm sick.

so is my com.

will blog soon...

damn airport connection is freaking fast! the page loads so fast!!!!

anyway, who says we are deprived of the world cup just because we are going on holiday?! our changi airport is also WORLD no. 1 k?!

so i just caught the first 60 mins of the match of england vs some blackies. ewwyeww.

am gonna board the plane real soon. using the connection at the waiting area. hahaha...there are also a couple of reluctant soccer souls here, unwilling to leave the...

-GOAL!!!!!-

CROUCH POTATO SCORED!!!!!!

okies peeps. boarding the plane le. miss ya guys. -muackies-

i am enjoying this moment.

i smiled as the i stepped out of the exam hall. its finally over. the past 3 weeks had been hell. mugging and mugging was what i had been doing.

okie i lied. i watched vcds, and finished the entire 16 discs of full house in 24 hours. and i slacked and procastinated.

anyway, its all over and done with. i can only pray hard the exams fall in love with my neat handwritting and mindless answers. or i can pray hard that they are drinking-watching world cup-marking my scripts at the same time, and mistakes could be overlooked. hehe....i is so smart, but at the wrong things.

i am so so drained of energy. seriously, i feel as i'm like the energiser bunnie but i am being supplied with lousy battery. had a busy couple of hours msning earlier on. most invites are done already, and i'm so gonna complete the rest tml while i do my hair. yes, if u dont hear from me by tml, u are not invited.

bags unpacked. holy shit.

sis: eh can u tell me what's our plan gonna be like in china?
me: oh, we go and 嫖妓，then we go 按摩。
sis: -straight face- and?
me: 嫖妓 and 按摩 somemore lor.
sis: -still straight face- can you only tell me those activities related to women one not?!

hee hee.

i'm feeling restless today.

maybe its all the pre-holiday excitement, or maybe i just feel too sian to mug.

i was filing my nails earlier on when my parents were discussing bout a distant cousin's wedding.

mama: i'm telling you, the day we touch down we will be very tired already. we won't be in the mood to attend the wedding.

papa: but mom told me relatives on our side not that many, she hopes our family presence would push up the figures a little.

mama: she said that? -starts counting and listing our entire clan names- okies wah. quite alot leh. almost as many as my side liao wat.

me: yah lor hor. no need us to be present one lah.

they looked at each other and kept quiet.

me: so next time i get married, need to invite those distant relavtives too ah?

mama: dun so mafan lah. dun hold wedding.

papa: yah lah. go what you call that, honeymoon, can liao.

me: hahaha....thats what i think so too. but u guys didnt ans my question. i'm asking if i'm holding my banquet dinner, do i need to invite those relatives?

papa: need! who says dun need?!

me: haha so silly!!!! i think i'll marry an indian and we shall have pratas for the dinner.

mama: then come CNY, please do not visit me, ur husband stinks.

me: so mean. i'll make him scrub himself. hahhahahaha.

okies so lame. i'm in the mood for techno songs. gosh, WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!

remember i mentioned previously bout daddy and sista being sick? i dunno if i can conclude i is strong enough to steer clear of any virus...because i is feeling damn terrible now.

i dunno if its exam stress and anxiety, but i've been getting tummy wrenching cramps that had me curling up in pain. and right now, i'm feeling pukey.

i believe my body is doing its very best to keep me in the best condition to face my exams bravely. and i hope it will continue to work hard for my china trip.

yes peeps, i is confirm going to china according to most, spitland according to jaywalk

and talking bout exams, i'll have to start my advertisement for a husband again. though its only the second paper, i think i already blew things.

i miss the times when my face had a natural glow radiating. the blush on the cheeks are still there, but it doesn't feel and look the same anymore.

my daily horoscope emails are freaking me out.

but i hope its true for me today.

cause some things are meant to be forgotten.

a couple of months back, and i would have been absolutely anal bout eating alone, shopping alone, and doing stuff alone.

today, i find myself looking back at recent months and feeling proud of myself. its true that i still can't shop and watch movie and got ktv alone yet, but at least i took the first step towards loneliness, i can eat all by myself already.

now thats nothing special, i can eat all my myself and NOT feel sympathetic stares directed at me.

maybe u could say that circumstances brought this out in me. good or bad, i can't answer you guys now. if u think loneliness doesnt exist in this bubbly girl, i think i have just proven everyone wrong.

i was all alone today to kickstart my exams. surprisely, i didn't really felt out of place. i walked out of the hall nonchalently whilst others yakked and chattered. but it didnt seemed to matter to me anymore. i didn't know what took over me, but i completely blocked out the world, and to me, i exist for myself.

if growing up means an endless road to loneliness, should i be glad that i am indeed maturing?

i've been a bad girl again today.

i didn't study much. instead i spent my time cleaning up my room. is it good enough to atone for my sinful day, slightly?

went to collect my pants and tops. and i once AGAIN got sucked into buying another shirt. haha...okies lah, GSS now and its nice, so....yea its an excuse but i figured no harm since i'm working officially, and i need to be in something more than tshirts ya know?

it was supposedly an ntuc-buying-fruits-because-i-am-on-a-diet night. but, i sinfully bought so much stuff.

like another top.

like a watch(exams coming mah! i need a watch! okies its an excuse)

like the air purifier(mommie wanted to buy it too. but the darn salesman was damn shuai!)

like a pink bra.

like....NO MORE LIAO LAH!

its scary to know that i actually bought them at the very very small sun plaza you know?!

okie...speaking of that salesman, i therefore conclude, i'm a sucker for guys with nice-electrifying eyes equiped with long eye-lashes.

and yah, this guy got em. and i shamefully stared right back at his eyes, not once, not twice, not even trice. but every single time that i spoke to him. can you guys imagine how shameless i was?! i bet he knew...cause he looked backed at me with a tingle in his eyes! or maybe its just his eyes...hahaha..

and he looked like mixed blood leh...he got aaron kwok kind of look...

but i think he's a bad boy. tattoo all over his arms. wat a pity.

and before we left, he gave us his no, saying we could call him if we need any help. so my mom asked "is it ur real no not?"

"of coz real lah!" he turned to me, "dont believe u try to sms me now."

hahahahaha...i would LOVE too k?! but i is shy.

wat an enjoyable ntuc adventure...

i thought after daddy and sista recovered, i would be freed from the influenza.

but i found my nose itching.. which i hope doesnt turn out full blown.

the worse isn't not studying for ur exams. the worse situation is when u fall sick just before ur exams. how shiok is that?

keeping my fingers crossed.

i'm craving for filet-o-fish.