I IS SAD!!

this is a very kns feeling. i feel so fucked up now.

i cant have the caterer of my choice because of some rule, and the supposedly allowed caterer, their menu and prices sucks. like hello! do i look like a cai tau to you?!

i think, and i thought, maybe i can collaborate with the caterer of lao niang's choice by making the arrangments simple, and insisting its home cooked. but ppl tell me its not feasible.

then i think, and i thought again, come to the worse then BBQ lor. but who wants to get all dirty and greasy and smokey? and ppl who are so darn ai mei or pampered or dislikes bbq will stay away from the pit and starve. good! starve themselves to death lah! dun eat lah!!!

once again i think and thought, maybe i could hold it at my house. but wait a min, my chalet how?! lao niang de lao niang already paid up liao k? furthermore, the reason i booked the chalet was becoz i din want to hold it at my house! now what? cheebye fuck up lor.

so now i'm thinking, come to the worse worse, i will call it off, and enjoy myself at the chalet.

darn, thats just plain silly!

i hate such this. i hate turning 21. i hate exams. i hate the stupid arrangement.