Let down your hair, its time to party!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who cares bout how results will be in 2 months time? i'm sure every single acca student probably has the same though on their mind: its time to relax and play!

a yr ago, i was preparing myself to undergo my first operation. thinking back, i had been a childish girl, wanting attention and venting my anger when i didn't get it. it was a torturous journey for people who cared i guessed.

i didn't appreciate what i had.
i didn't admit i was in the wrong.
pride held me back.

even today, as i'm blogging it now, i'm ashame of myself cause i still can't bare my heart out and recount what i feel over here. i'm most grateful to those, whom felt u deserved an apology from me but i'm too much of a coward to say it to you.

I'm sorry.

in life, u gained some, u lose some.

i gained and i lost.

what i gained was valuable.
what i lost i couldn't justify the pain with words.

i'm sorry for my nonsense.

indeed its time i relaxed myself and play.

if only you knew.....