Saturday, April 15, 2006
vicious cycles
i keep my hair long, swear to god i wouldn't touch it even if the spilt ends are so terrible my hair volume doubled, and in turn succumbing to trimming it a lil which includes massive layering which makes my hair looks shorter.
i cry and whine and cry and whine...and then swear to god i'll leave it alone again.
watch me walk into the salon a couple of months later.
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i tell myself i would start studying at the very beginning of a new sem. i procastinate and drag...each time telling myself "i would start very soon", only to find myself out shopping, watching movies, idling around, watching tv, surfing and msn-ing and doing anything but studying.
and hit the panic button when i'm barely 1 month away from my papers.
i am so sure i would do it all over again this time.
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you see something you think its nice. u tried but it isn't exactly flattering. you gave in because the sales assistants insisted u look fantabulous. and ended up 50 bucks poorer. u curse and swear at ur stupidity everytime u see ur purchase, and ended up doing the same thing at the next shop.
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the blood dripping period is also a vicious cycle.
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you know where the problem lies, you give him/her another chance, and he/she failed you. after some coaxing, another problem comes along, and u feel sad and dejected all over again. this goes on for as long as u remain sane.
u could only end it by ending everything(reads: ur relationship, not ur life goon goon!)
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and the list goes on...
I stopped falling in love @ 2:48 AM
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