I'm tired

even before i head outta the door, i'm tired.

today is supposedly a happy day. becoz its yuzhen's birthday celebration. she's turning 21 tml, but her bash's today.

i knew i had already told you. and yet i also knew it was my fault when i forgotten to remind you last night.

i'm sorry. and i noe i'm in for it cause everytime u are unhappy, i'll be hearing words which i wouldn't wanna hear from you.

our arguement was like a roller coaster ride.

just when i thought everything was okie, u told me more.

i'm not gonna type them out here, coz its our private affair. but remember, if its hurting you, its hurting me too.

you told me last night, love isn't enough for us to face all the challenges we have in front of us. i have to admit, sometimes i do wonder is love enough for us to keep this going too.

i dun feel restricted. i feel suffocated.

i still love you. but we're both tired.

i remembered asking you where did we go wrong. and ur reply was "i think both of us are trying too hard that we failed." i've been escaping from the fact that we failed, again and again. perhaps its time for me to come to terms with it. I failed..

i dunno how to go about doing things anymore. changes doesn't come overnight. though it may seems that i dun bother, but i can stand up for myself and tell you, i'm really trying. i know i promised, but there's always room for mistakes. i'm just a normal forgetful girl.

tell me dear..really..wat's there that i can do to make you happy?