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Friday, October 28, 2005

Love Scar

this is the story bout 2 brothers who fell in love with the same girl.
girl-karen mok as geng sha
elder bro-jacky cheung as ziliang
younger bro-jerry yan as zilin

1997, Tokyo
geng sha went on a holiday with her best friend. she was very much single when she met zilin. during that trip, her best friend fell in love with her senior and together, they neglected her. zilin was there to fill up that void and they spent 4 happy days together.

when she returned to taiwan, she thought everything would be over between them cause it was afterall a holiday "fling" and she was so much older than him. but no, he came looking for her after two weeks and they continued their love story until zilin's mum discovered his results became bad and approached geng sha.

she asked her to leave him and thus she became the baddie. zilin thought she played with his feelings and made a fool out of him.

2000, Taiwan
meanwhile, 4 years later, geng sha married ziliang in japan. ziliang was transferred back to taiwan for work purposes. though geng sha was unwilling to return, she did becoz of her husband.

it came as a shock when she saw zilin picked them up at the airport together with ziliang's parents. and their love turmoil started from there.

geng sha love zilin. but he was too young and under those circumstances, she chose to leave him.
ziliang is someone whom she can learn to love and accept. he is a caring and bearing and forgiving husband. he is the mature guy who can give every woman a sense of security. but her heart still belongs to the younger brother.

so who would u choose?
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hmmmm....i actually watched this short 3 episodes serial in sec4 when i was like 16? i didn't quite really understand wat they went thru. today i found the discs, and i rewatched it again with my sister.

being the typical youngster my sister was, she said "i would definitely choose zilin lah."

but me? i couldn't answer her. but all i said was "since i already married ziliang, i would try my best to love him and not hurt him further by leaving him and going with the brother."

sounds easier said than done?

i liked a particular sentence ziliang said to geng sha:
"do you remember me saying that in this life, you are the only one who can give me happiness or take it away? i'm thankful that u once gave me happiness, though it was shortlived. i'll be waiting for you, anytime you wanna give me my happiness again, i'll be there for you. there would always be a place for you in my heart...i'll always be loving you..."

it would have melted my heart if i were her.

but geng sha's stand was firm. she couldn't make a choice and she didn't wanna continue hurting both. conclusion? yes u smart people might have already guessed it. she choose to be alone.

how sad can that be?

once again peeps, who would you choose? which path would you take? would you wanna be selfish and hurt one person only, or you wanna put a stop to all the pain u guys are suffering?

what good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
what good is a love, if you're too scared to choose it?
if you're heart is beating, then its for a reason.


I stopped falling in love @ 1:32 PM

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