Bing, Bang, Biang!

-looks out of my windows-

the storm is scary...my curtains are doing flying stunts. the sky is overcast.

this reminds me of essays openings way back in primary school. like how my teacher used to say...be descriptive! be descriptive! all these descriptions became bullshit once u stepped outta the narative writings and into tertiary levels. GP essays no longer need you to describe the skies and the weather. you describe the world and address their issues. u give your own thesis statement. and u bull around...but this time with actual facts.

i always believe english is based on a strong foundation from back to the first day you learn english. no point trying to work super duperly hard only 2 months before the big exam. you'll find yourself cursing the wasted time and effort. and you'll blame urself for not starting early.

its always a wonder how i managed to bang my B3 in GP. it may be no surprise to my classmates coz my grades had been above average as compared to theirs. But for those ang-moh kias out there, just read carefully at the way i phrase my sentences and you will notice. my ideas jumble around...wat i type doesn't make sense. theres no link or wat-so-ever. i type what i feel and think right on the spot.

that is me. it makes up my character. i do things and talk without really thinking. to some, it may seem that this girl is simply a brainless nutcase who is too shallow to even think bout the consequences of wat she is doing or saying. to others, i'm simply a simple girl who has no evil intentions becoz everything just comes straight out of my mouth and mind. no intentions of hurting anyone...no intentions of harming anyone...though i know the opposite always happens. sighs.

okie, so let me think, wat was the purpose of this entry? hehe...actually i just wanted to blog bout the rain...and how it always threatens to rain heavily whenever there's tax revision class.

just as i thought the sky is starting to clear for me to make my way to school, i hear thunder. its such a bother to bring a brolly. i'm a lazy princess.

wo shi ni she mo ren
ru guo bu shi qing ren
shi bu shi bu yao zai lang fei wo de ren sheng

i just submitted the application form for AISS, and already the person in charge has called me. how efficient is that? i have no interest leh!!!! really no interest!!!! diaoz...bothersome...

some people wait a lifetime...for a moment like this..

its always too late when u start regretting. regretting how u didn't do things right...or how u shd have done things in another way right from the beginning. and if it came to a point where there's no turning back, you gonna live with it. happy or not...i think its all up to the way u wanna accept it. if u embrace it with your all, u might find urself being able to accept it on a lighter note. otherwise, you might just find urself in denial or just living in pain. dun always think it only happens in dramas, dramas have real life situations too.

oh we were kissing with our eyes closed so tight
so young and feeling so right
never thought that we could be wrong

its time...for me to go...

i dun like geylang...got indian men...and lotsa men...lecherous men...old men...nutting against men...i just dun like the men there...they stare and they stare. and got lotsa prostitutes near my school too. yucks. hope goh dun drag our lessons any later tonight. amen.

I miss you like crazy even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy every min of every day

most songs out there are sad love songs. wats wrong? can't some composers write something sweet and happy? not every love story ends up wrong you know...hehe..

dearest dearest...i lurve ya~!