trauma over...

its kinda weird. most ppl who feels tired simply lie on their beds and sleep. for me, right now, i'm actually feeling groggy..but i feel the night is still young...so i'm refusing to sleep. i'm such a weirdo...and since i dun wanna sleep...i shall blog!

guess i was stressed out by the performance tonight...had this bad headache from the night before and it lasted the whole of sat! and panadol didn't seem to reduce my pain in the afternoon....until i took a cold shower...phew~

was late for rehearsal, okie thats nutting new. huiyi said to reach by 6pm. so i took a cab. waste my money can? i reach there they haven even started anything...i even had time to warm up and practise a little and even tie up my hair!

but working with amos is quite enjoyable. never judge a book by its cover...never pass judgements before you seriously get to noe the person. i wouldn't say i noe amos WELL...but at least he didn't seemed as stuck up and anti-social as we tot he was. he was a good instrumentalist...moving in time and rythm of my singing pace. which is good becoz the music and singing shd blend...

we had to prepare 3 songs each, with them deciding which song to sing unplugged, and the other two minus one. for me, they picked "ying wei ni" by elva.

i was singing my "ying wei ni"...then he asked me to sing my "ru guo you yi tian" whilst he played the tune on his guitar. after i finished, he nodded his head and said i could sing this song as well. then i tot he was asking me to sing 2 unplugged and 1 minus one. but apparently he was saying i could sing either 3 or 4 songs.

then when it was sharon's turn to rehearse with him, i had an interesting conversation with this girl, who was also performing tonight.

the girl: hey hi.
me: harlo
the girl: so wat songs u singing tonight?
me: huai tian qi, zhuo tian, ying wei ni and ru guo you yi tian
the girl turned towards our recep and made a why-she-get-to-sing-more-than-me face and questioned :should i be asking why am i only singing 3 songs then?
recep: yah lor 3 songs ah...why you singing 4?
so...i ans: oh amos asked me to sing 4 lor...so i sing lor...

hello...this girl right...she is taking this whole audition thingy too seriously. i noe its like a competition, but does she have to behave like she was at a losing end? the little conversation amused me actually. unbelieveable.

the whole performing ordeal was somewat more relax and laid back as compared to last week's. perhaps there were fewer singers tonight...or perhaps we were getting used to performing already. haha...i sang with a lighter heart and no stress...i wasn't even trembling...maybe it was just the lights...too glaring.

this was the most comfortable performing experience i had so far...but i think i'm still maintaining my stand: i wish to be eliminated. dun wanna put myself into such trauma every week...thinking of wat songs to sing and blah blah.

it was nice of boey jasby and alan to come by the cafe. hehe...jasby even bought me a forever friends bear holding a star with the msg "you are our star"...haha...so sweet of her huh...then boey told me "ezu could play better than amos leh"....see darling, i'm so proud of u! haha...

finally...our shifu sang!!! oh poor flynn...u shd have came...her voice was so power...everyone was stunned...ask boey if u dun believe me. i noe, you hate me right...=draws circles on the floor= so sad...

we left for supper...actually dinner...i wasn't that hungry until i started eating...haha...we walked from princep street to little india k?! haha...impressive or not? okie it was quite near...but the journey was so quiet...and dark...the roads were like deserted with the exceptions of a few cars. then there were "black man"! haha...

boey is busy cleaning her cupboard now. i noe, weird timing too huh? think i'm gonna sleep le. goodnite papa, goodnite mama, goodnite all, and goodnite love.

oh did i mentioned how i sang? haha...better than last week's...sweet dreamz!