hmmm...

blogging reminds me of my diary...where i used to write quite often back in secondary school. who can you blame when online blogging doesn't offer you the privacy u get from penning down ur tots? both hold memories...happy or sad... just like ur sms-es and mails and whatever...

its quite tormenting whenever i have to make a decision to delete them...just becoz this phase of my life is over. and on many occasions, i just can't bear to.

reading back these "past memories" actually set me thinking... and sometimes it makes me laugh at my past stupidity.

maybe like what most ppl say...we are always growing up and maturing along the way...and maybe becoz of this reason...we make mistakes...we take wrong moves...and we love the wrong person.

ah love...very peculiar isn't it? whats up with all the saying that you only know how to cherish when u lost that person? i think love, in this case, simply came at the wrong time.

and why is it bothering so many out there? i seriously have no idea.

"have you heard? they are breaking up after so many years."
"so? its time to move on anyway."
"huh but afterall they've been together for ages."

so is time a factor in love? or is it a habit to many? i remember watching "dharma and grey", whereby this couple met and got married on the very same day... ok its a little extreme...but i was just trying to illustrate the "time" factor.

the conclusion is, everyone shd just like shave their heads and be nuns and monks. we will be the cool and hip ones who needn't shave if we dun want and can eat meat still. and right, we could have underground flings with each other and pretend not to know the very next day...[last christmas i gave you my heart...but the very next day you gave it away...] now how does that idea sounds?

i have no idea what the hell i'm blabbering at 1.30 in the morning...but love is bitter, then sweet, and then....its gonna be bitter all the way...