And i'll say "i do"!!!!

was flipping through magazines from local floral shops, and this bouquet caught my eye. its looks so captivating, i almost wished it was mine! plus its all pinky and stuff....u get my point?

work's good...coping fine apart from feeling damn sleepy in the day. its as if i have difficulty in keeping my eyes open. i like the environment here...and i'm sure glad to enjoy the company of my fellow colleagues.

sure, i've made lots of friends in the past 20 years or so...but i can recite names off my head, those ppl who are important to me, who i spent most of my time with.

and when u step out into the working society, you spend time with colleagues. and so its important to be blessed with them! see huishan and sapphire jie jies, you both very impt k?!

i always find it hard to accept how people claimed that a special someone could change ur life permanently, for better or for worse. until i experienced it myself. don't probe about what had happened, cause i'm not prepared to start pouring out everything. this is afterall a blog, and i am my own best friend. but it had changed me to what i am today, drastically. it matured me, it saddened me, it made me lose faith in things which i once thought was magical and lovely, it made me what i am now.

i believe i'll never walk out of it, i hate the mixed emotions inside of me.