i am not the birthday girl!!!!


bestie said it was as though it WAS my birthday because i was busy snapping pictures with my cashline friends.

well, i have to start practising how to smile right? my big day is only like *counts on bunnie's fingers* *gasps* less than 4 months away!

damn...i feel so stress even like now.

there's the place to fret about, where to book, where hold it...taking into consideration who is coming...

there's the food to cater, who to cater from, blah blah...

there's the cake, where's the best and nicest, and blah blah...

and these are the major and the suface of it only. i hate this feeling and all the hassles.

ironically, i dun resent the thought and fact that i'm actually older. its like i accepted it, not that i couldn't before this, but its more like i dun wanna argue and be in denial. hehe...maybe i've just grew up by this little bit. more to come more to come...the princess is growing up le!