its not everyday that i could pick myself up again

its amazing how things could take a sudden twist. i'm not liking this twist..its tormenting me. but, it inevitable...so i'll have to live with it. i'm always asking myself why, but it always leaves me puzzled. i have no answers, just lots of question marks. i dun really see myself as a pathetic naive person, but somehow, i just can't and dun understand why things can't be simple and straightforward. its a mess once again, and i dun even know how to go about clearing it up.

sighs...

baby i love you and i'll never let you go. heard this song for the very first time maiyo sent me "the boys" version. haha...and i happened to hear the girls singing...so yea...its playing on my blog now. i like the ting ting ting piano part...gives u a very carefree feeling when u listen to it isn't it?

i certainly hope i'm not falling sick, been sneezing for the past few days already. but no flu no running nose no blocked nose. just an irritated throat. =sneeze= its not my room k...my room is not that dusty...maybe only slightly...hee

one part of me is super excited bout going bangkok soon. but another part of me just can't feel happy bout that fact. wat is happening? yes, it must be pms. i'm gonna be a loser and blame it on pms once again.

i'm lost for words.