Performance??

zhao jian said i must wear the earrings they bought me today. haha...so yeah...i wore it for the rehearsal.

i dunno why, i was freaking nervous even before i left the house. when we had the preview performace 2 weeks ago, i was more calm than i was today. and that performace had more audience and other much better singers. to think i even thought of standing them up and not going for the rehearsal...but eventually i told myself its just another form of ktv. if i can sing in main halls of ktv and pubs(thats in KL where nobody knows me!), why can't i do it in the cafe? sighs...yeah...but it doesnt seem to help much...haha

was supposed to bring lyrics of "ying wei ni" out and memorise on the train. but i was late and in a rush so i forgot to bring! i can't remember the words...and i started to panic. when i reached sch, i had to beg huiyi to let me listen to the disc and copy down parts where i wasn't familiar with. and i was the first to sing you know? pressurizing hor?!!

there were only 3 performers for the night...so it wasn't that competitive....i slowly became less nervous. the weird thing is, i was more nervous off-stage. when i went on stage to sing, somehow i was more relaxed and calm. just like the previous preview performace. so yea...i guess its good this way.

i'm not really sure how well i sang or fared. but they said it was good. so.......who am i to argue? haha...rather get positive comments than negative ones right? but dunno why the mic is so soft today...my friends kept gesturing me to sing louder. any louder and i would be screaming already lah girls...

oh..and shifu got her brother to work at the cafe. i must say their family genes is excellent. her brother is so cute can? i like cleanly shaven guys...but he isn't lor. the thing is he actually looks good though he is not "clean". erm yea..and nice eyes...haha okie i shall stop lamenting bout him here huh...not good not good....

my tummy is aching. i have no idea why. it started before i went on stage to perform. and it lasted till like now? pain pain go away...dun ever come back to me again...